Because most of the guys were fully capable of being that person for someone. But it wasn’t going to be me. I’m not the only one who has stayed in relationships where they weren’t “the one.” for whatever reason.
And I know I’m not the only one who would pine over those relationships, almost relishing in the pain of being unloved, while wondering out loud to my friends,
He wasn’t scared of committing.
He was making a choice not to. And I was settling for it.
Taking it … like a commoner.
“Why can’t he just let me love him? Why is he so scared of commitment and being close?”